What’s depression like?" He whispered.
“It’s like drowning. Except you can see everyone around you breathing.
     —  Unknown (via freemanist)

I can’t wait until I can tie my hair back into a real ponytail <3 

There is so much I want I’m not willing to work for.

Put fear in your back pocket and train yourself to rely on your training. Assess, calculate, seek opportunity, act.
     — Heat Rises - Richard Castle

I love eating fruits and veggies but I’ve stopped labeling myself. Yes, I’m a vegan. But its no diet choice, its a life choice. But I’m not high carb. I love carbs but I hate the pressure. And with those words I’m going to eat my avocado now. Thank you very much.

I really, really, really want to go home, cuddle my dog and my cat, drink tea and watch Castle with my little brother, talk to my mother about my fears. I don’t even care about the fights we might have. I just want to be see my big brother again and be with my family right now. 
The last few weeks I’ve been doing so much better but today it’s just one of those days I really need a cuddle and and my dog putting her head on my knee looking at me with her big beautiful eyes. 

can I just curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep? Because I really feel like it…

too much caffein in my system to function…

I carry this piece of paper around with ‘what I have to do to become a judge’ since I was 12. I’m 21 now and even thought I don’t want to become a judge anymore this thing is important. 


"For the record, feminism by definition is: ‘The belief that men and women should have equal rights and opportunities. It is the theory of the political, economic and social equality of the sexes.’
I started questioning gender-based assumptions when at eight I was confused at being called “bossy,” because I wanted to direct the plays we would put on for our parents—but the boys were not.When at 14 I started being sexualized by certain elements of the press.When at 15 my girlfriends started dropping out of their sports teams because they didn’t want to appear “muscly.”When at 18 my male friends were unable to express their feelings.I decided I was a feminist and this seemed uncomplicated to me. But my recent research has shown me that feminism has become an unpopular word. Apparently I am among the ranks of women whose expressions are seen as too strong, too aggressive, isolating, anti-men and, unattractive.
Why is the word such an uncomfortable one?”

"For the record, feminism by definition is: ‘The belief that men and women should have equal rights and opportunities. It is the theory of the political, economic and social equality of the sexes.’

I started questioning gender-based assumptions when at eight I was confused at being called “bossy,” because I wanted to direct the plays we would put on for our parents—but the boys were not.

When at 14 I started being sexualized by certain elements of the press.

When at 15 my girlfriends started dropping out of their sports teams because they didn’t want to appear “muscly.”

When at 18 my male friends were unable to express their feelings.

I decided I was a feminist and this seemed uncomplicated to me. But my recent research has shown me that feminism has become an unpopular word. Apparently I am among the ranks of women whose expressions are seen as too strong, too aggressive, isolating, anti-men and, unattractive.

Why is the word such an uncomfortable one?”

DAS KANN DOCH NICHT ANGEHEN…

Verdammter Schwerpunkt. Warum soll ich überhaupt wählen wenn ich einen bekomme, den ich nicht wirklich will??? Super. Das wird ja so viel Spaß machen das nächste Jahr.

Hazel Grace & Augustus // We Might Fall

I probably shouldn’t have watched that video. I can’t stop crying.

Option A: writing that paper
Option B: making pumpkin soup

which should I choose….? 

proudashlover:

OMFG!! It really happened. I can’t believe it. #QueenMariksa

proudashlover:

OMFG!! It really happened. I can’t believe it. #QueenMariksa