I am better. A lot. I’m still thinking about dropping out of law school but I’ll be deciding further when my exam results are in.
In terms of my health. I’m finally good.I can’t tell you how relieved I am. My chest pains got worse and worse and I knew it wasn’t my heart since it got checked out at the hospital. And I was sure it wasn’t all because of me panicig. It was really scary. But the pain is getting less and less and I finally know where it came from: I have some trouble with my back. In my familiy the women tend to have back problems easily including me how I found out now. And during study time I was just sedentary and carried heavy bags with books all the time and I must have hurt a nerve or something. Anyways, stretching, yoga and running helps a lot. I’m trying to build up back muscles and my chest pain is almost gone. Seems like the pain from the back spread in my thorax area. I’m glad that it’s ‘just’ that actually.
Oh and running: I feel like I’ve found my love again. I’m building up on my miles and I just love the feeling.
today I really, REALLY miss my hair and think about not cutting it into a pixie and letting it grow out instead. Ahh those desicions…
my breathing lungs
my beating heart
a healthy body
a warm bed
a family who loves me
a cup of coffee in the morning
the ability to read and write
waking up in the morning
the sun that touches my skin
the food i have in my cabinet
fresh water to drink
Reasons to love Law & Order : SVU
I’m sick of everything. Every fucking thing. What has my life become?
Driving in the city to get headbands and a hair dryer. Love my hair :D
Been feeling horrible all day. Need to put myself out there in order to make me feel better.
I’m getting chest pains again because I’m panicing again… if I didn’t pass my exam then I’m out what am I gonna do with my life then?
I’m already two days behind my workout 10k plan and I’m so pissed off at myself that I just didn’t go out to just run.
I’m cutting my hair tomorrow and am so scared. I might need to get all my wisdom theeth out and just the thought makes me panic, I just cannot stand any kind of doctors. My blood pressure rises wheneverr I enter a practice/hospital.
I don’t know. I just want to crawl in a hole and never come out. What’s wrong with me?
@warrenleightTV: Olivia and Baby Noah, #SVUSeasonPremiereScreenGrabSpoilers
You do not know how happy that makes me!
Mariska Hargitay - #GirlsNightOut
"I’ve always been a listener, which can make it really hard to feel included. Whenever I’m working in a group, it seems like the outspoken people are always the ones who get acknowledged. Even if I do more work."
I’ve made finally an appointment at a hairdresser. It’s on Wednesday. Wednesday I’m gonna cut my hair off! I’m so unbelievably excited. Omg!
There is no in between. We don’t know any of them but they know us. Or at least - they can hear us ALL THE TIME. We literally sing all day long. LOUD. The perfect life.